Monday, December 29, 2008

What Christmas Eve Is to Me

Every Christmas Eve, for as long as I can remember, my mom would read us the book "When He Comes Again" by Mirla Greenwood Thayne. The book is out of print now, but I was so excited to find a copy of it!

In the LDS church, primary children sing the song, "I Wonder When He Comes Again" mostly as an Easter song. What most people don't know is that it was actually written as a children's Christmas story. All through my life, this story, about the birth, life and mission of the Savior, has been the essence of Christmas Eve.

Most of you know that my mother lost her battle with cancer on December 24th, 2003. At the time, so many people expressed concern over the loss of our mother on Christmas Eve. It was difficult, and has changed my experience of the Holidays, for sure. But I can't help thinking that the timing of this situation, just as everything else in our lives, was and is a direct blessing from Heavenly Father. Anyone that's lost a loved one will tell you that there is no good time to have to go through the experience. But could there be a better time to experience such a loss, than the one night of the year when Christians the world over are focused on the birth of the Savior, whose entire mission and purpose was to conquer death so that each of us could live again?

If you had the privilege of knowing my mom, you would understand me when I say that I was always amazed at her insight and inspiration. I believe that it wasn't a coincidence that she read us this story every Christmas Eve throughout our entire lives. I count it a blessing, that on the very night that she slipped from this mortal life into eternity, she herself had, for her entire life as a mother, prepared us to handle that loss.

For those of you that would like to read the story, which is written in the form of a poem, I've posted it below. It's long but VERY worth it.... :)

When He Comes Again
by Mirla Greenwood Thayne

Prologue

It's Christmas time and once again
The world repeats the story
Of peace on earth good will to men,
And children sing the glory

Of angels and a shining star
Of wise men bending low,
And of a baby's natal day
So many year's ago.

And families gather, blest with love
To laugh and play with glee.
While mothers hold their wee ones close
Beside the Christmas tree.

And poets let hearts overflow
To weave their picture words
While music sparks the crystal air
With songs that have been heard

Through ages past. Bright windows gleam
With incandescent light
Because a new and wond'rous star
Was seen that Holy Night.

And while the heart remembers
It learns the joy of living.
Oh Christmas, Christmas, blessed word
Synonymous to giving.

When He Comes Again

I like to trim a Christmas tree
With ornaments so bright,
To place on every single branch
A colored crystal light.

A lovely way to celebrate
The birthday of a King...
Bright lights upon a glowing tree
That stays, forever, green.

I wonder, does each small tree pray
That someday it will be
Chosen from the forest
To become a Christmas tree?

Chosen from the forest
To stand straight and tall, to hold
The gilded star, a symbol
Of that Silent Night of old?

Then mother sat right close to us.
We watched the sparkling glow
Of crystal balls and shining lights.
"How blest we are to know
The story of the star," she said,
"And how it came to be,
Come, dears, let's hear it once again
Beside the Christmas tree."

"Oh, yes, I love the story, Mom,
Please tell it right this minute.
But, this time, Mother, could you tell
The story WITH ME IN IT?"

And as I heard the story
I pretended I was there,
There in the land called Bethlehem...
Bright stars hung everywhere.

There where the camels walk the streets,
Where the shepherd tends his flodck,
Where bearded men in flowing robes
Sit on the steps to talk.

I thought I saw blue Galilee,
And the sea that they call "Dead."
And did I see the bright new star
Or was it the moon, instead?

I thought I was a shepherd boy
With my sheep on yonder hill,
A tiny lamb beside me...
And oh, the night was still.

When suddenly I saw a light!
I wasn't much afraid,
Because I heard an Angel's song.
"Peace, peace be still," it said.

"Fear not! I bring glad tidings...
Glad tidings of great joy
To all who follow in His light,
Be it king or shepherd boy."

"Come, little Lamb, run fast, run fast!
I have seen a heavenly light!
I have heard a song, and angel song!
And, oh, the world is bright!

Tonight, I saw the sun go down,
Yet the sky is light as day,
And some still sleep in Bethlehem town,
But we must be off and away."

I woke the other shepherds up...
"Do you hear the angels sing?
Do not fear the light as it floods the night.
It's the Birthday of a King!"

The angels came right down to earth
To sing their song of joy.
They told us shepherds of the birth
Of a Tiny Baby Boy.

"Follow the light," the angels sang,
"It will help you find your way
To that wee manger where the Babe
Is cradled in the hay."

We shepherds found the Tiny Child,
Just as the angels said,
A new-born babe in swaddling clothes...
No pillow for His head.

His mattress just a clump of hay,
His bed a lowly manger.
We took our lambs, some milk and cheese
As gifts for the Wee Stranger.

"Here, Baby Jesus, here's my lamb,
The one that I love the best.
And, Jesus, when you're all grown up
I'll give you all the rest."

Then I thought I was a "Wise Boy."
Can a little boy be wise?
Anyway, I helped the Wise Men
As the searched the star-lit skies.

Where they had watched for many a year
From a cave high in a hill.
This night we saw a wond'rous light.
And, oh, the world was still.

"It is the star! He has been born!
Our Saviour, Christ, our King!
Let's hurry! We must find the child."
Had they heard the angel's sing?

So on our camels, three wise men
And a wise boy, making four,
Traveled through the starry night
Over paths unknown before.

Journeyed over desert sand
Bearing gifts fir for a king,
From east to west, to Herod's land.
We had good news to bring!

Again, we saw the bright new star
It gently led the way
To Mary's home, the home of love,
Where Jesus was at play.

I stopped outside the cottage door
Because my heart was sad.
What gift had I to give the child,
To help to make Him glad?

What is a wise child's gift to Him,
Gold, frankincense or myrrh?
Or would He rather have a pet
With soft and cuddly fur?

Or a dandelion from His green field?
Or a shell from His great sea?
Or just the words "I love you,"
From a little child like me?

Did children in America
Behold that wond'rous star?
Did men so wise look to the skies?
Some say they did, what's more,

They say that through that Holy Night
Our land was bright as day.
Birds woke to sing...and it was spring,
In April, so they say.

This Baby grew and He was strong
And beautiful to see.
He learned about all living things
Of earth and sky and sea.

The blossoms brightened where He walked.
He blessed them with His love.
The birds sang sweeter when He talked...
He told the gentle dove

To be a messenger of peace
To all the world, and show
That if a child wants happiness
In God's love he must grow.

How tall He grew...a Mighty Man,
Strong, wiser than the rest.
He said, "Love one another."
He healed and taught and blest.

I led the children to His side.
"Come to Him, everyone!
Have faith and come to Jesus.
Say to Him, 'Thy will be done.'

He will ask the Father's blessings
As He prays for you...and then
If you trust Him without doubting
He will be your constant friend."

He took the children in His arms.
He blessed me...blessed my friends.
"Of such of these my Kingdom is.
God's angels these attend."

"What is your Kingdom, Jesus, dear?
Do you mean your home above?"
"My Kingdom is for everyone
Who walks my way of LOVE."

Now my pretending had to end
When Mother said to me,
"Come dear, the hour is growing late
And we must leave the tree.

But first, I want to tell you
That before He went away
He gave to us a promise
That He would come back to stay.

No one, not even angels know
How He will come, or when,
But probably it wont' be long,
THEN WE'LL HAVE PEACE, AGAIN."

He conquered death to make us know
That nothing ever dies,
The He was resurrected
To ascend into the skies.

Heaven and earth proclaimed the story
When the angels came to say,
"Jesus will come back again,
Just as He went away."

"So hang your stars, my darlings,
Let their radiance shine tonight,
From gilded tree and window pane,
that all children may delight

In every precious promise
That the Christ Child came to bring.
That children of all nations may
LIFT UP THEIR HEARTS AND SING."

(Following are the words to the primary song, and the ending of the poem)

I wonder when He comes again
Will Herald angels sing?
Will earth be white with drifted snow
Or will the world know spring?

I wonder if one star will shine
Far brighter than the rest?
Will day-light stay the whole night through?
Will song birds leave their nests?

I'm sure He'll call His little ones
To gather 'round His knee
Because He said in days gone by,
"Suffer them to come to me."

I wonder when He comes again,
Will I be ready, there,
To look upon His loving face
And join with Him in prayer?

Each day I'll try to do His will
And let my light so shine
That others seeing me may seek
For greater light, divine.

Then when that blessed day is here
He'll love me, and He'll say,
"You've served me well, my little child."
"Come to my arms to stay."

I wonder when He comes again
Will all the nations bring
Their little children to His arms
To hear the angels sing?

And as they hear His loving voice
And seek His outstretched hand,
Will children of the world rejoice
To finally understand:

That only as we do His will
Can happiness increase,
That love, alone, can make this world
A haven of His peace.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas!!





I celebrated Christmas morning here at my house with my kids...the puppy dogs. It's pretty funny, because I used to playfully tease my friends that had animals that they treated like kids. Now I'm one of them! I guess it just goes to show that he who laughs last, always laughs the hardest. I'm sure I've got a few friends and family that are playfully laughing at me right now, and I'm OK with that.

Tailor and Quincy had fun with their toys. Tailor has been with me for 8 Christmas' now, but this was Quincy's first Christmas with us. Tailor loves to open presents, and seems to get the whole process pretty well. Quincy didn't seem to get it at all, and after trying to steal Tailor's present straight out of her mouth, they ended up in an actual dog fight in the middle of the living room. After pulling them apart and calming them down, I unwrapped the rest of their presents and divided up the piles equally. After that, they were both able to play nice. It was pretty funny...Crazy dogs. 

Here's a little Christmas poem in honor of my favorite holiday. I wrote it to go in an scrapbook I compiled for my mom about our family's favorite Christmas traditions. Ohhhh, we had a good time at our house during Christmas thanks to all her hard work!!

Christmas Traditions

This Album is more than just pages, 
pictures and memories so dear;
It's a history of our family
something we cherish year after year

Treasured family moments 
set aside from life's hectic pace;
They've kept us one in purpose
and helped us along in this race.

The value of such precious moments
we could never begin to measure--
the way they have strengthened our family
it's a miracle we'll always treasure

The reason we celebrate Christmas
is clear to both you and to me;
It's the birth of our Beautiful Savior
and His life that would set us free.

With celebration and family traditions 
we honor His wonderful life
through testimony and quiet example
shared in both good times and strife.

This wonderful holiday season
we look forward to all the year through
and our family's Christmas traditions
they've held us together like glue!

They've made our lives so much richer
love expressed both in word and in song
Remember these special traditions
record, and keep passing them on!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Eve 2008

I spent Christmas Eve this year with the Rose family here in Utah. I had so much fun and felt so welcomed! 


Monday, December 22, 2008

Sweet Treats

This weekend my roommate and I did some baking of last minute gifts for local friends and family. As they usually do, the pups hung out in the kitchen looking as pathetic as possible. They have the art of begging down to a science. Since between my roommate and I, we were literally using the oven for 8 hours today, I'm sure there were lots of luscious smells coming from the kitchen. I held strong, though. These dogs are on a healthy and strict, vet-approved diet! 

Our foray into holiday baking this weekend brought the opportunity to try a plethora of new recipes. I fell in love with several of them, and will be adding yet another tradition to my extensive holiday repertoire!
In the spirit of giving, I wanted to share the love and post the sweet goodness for all to enjoy...We took pictures to showcase our mad baking skills, and also so that hopefully you'll want to try one or all of these amazingly simple & delectable treats!

Poppy Seed Bread

2-1/2 c. sugar

1-1/2 t. baking powder

2 T. poppy seeds

3 c. all-purpose flour

1 t. salt

2 c. milk, divided

2 t. vanilla extract, divided

1-1/2 t. almond extract

1 c. oil

3 eggs

1 c. powdered sugar

Stir together first 5 ingredients in large mixing bowl. Add 1-1/2 cups milk, 1-1/2 tsps vanilla, almond extract, oil and eggs. Beat on medium speed for 2 minutes. Pour into 2 greased and floured 9x5 loaf pans. Bake in a 350 degree oven for 50 to 55 minutes. Mix remaining milk, vanilla and powdered sugar together until smooth. While bread is still warm, brush with glaze. Allow to cool in pans. 


Eggnog Bread

2-1/4 c. all-purpose flour

¾ c. sugar

1 T. baking powder

1 t. salt

½ t. nutmeg

1-1/2 c. eggnog

½ stick butter, melted

1 egg, beaten

½ c. dried apricots, chopped

½ c. dried cherries

¾ c. pecans, chopped

Sift together flour, sugar, baking powder, salt and nutmeg; set aside. In a separate bowl, blend together eggnog, butter and egg. Mix with dry ingredients, stirring until just blended. Fold in apricots, cherries and pecans. Spread batter in a lightly oiled and floured 9x5 loaf pan. Bake at 350 degrees for 50 minutes to one hour, or until bread tests done. Remove loaf from pan and cool on wire rack. 

Just a note, I substituted dried blueberries & craisins for the apricots and cherries, it's more my taste, and it turned out really good...be creative!


Christmas Pistachio Bread

18-1/2 oz. pkg. yellow cake mix

1.4oz. pkg. instant pistachio pudding mix

4 eggs, beaten

½ c. oil

¼ c. water

8-oz. container sour cream

¼ c. sugar

1 t. cinnamon

Combine first 6 ingredients in a large bowl; mix well. Pour into two greased 9x5 loaf pans; set aside. Mix sugar and cinnamon together and sprinkle evenly over top, pressing into batter. Bake at 350 degrees for 40 minutes. Makes 2 loaves.


Chocolate Chip-Pumpkin Bread

3 c. sugar

15oz. can pumpkin

1 c. oil

2/3 c. water

4 eggs

3-1/2 c. all-purpose flour

1 T. cinnamon

1 T. nutmeg

2 T. baking soda

1-1/2 t. salt

1 c. mini semi-sweet chocolate chips

½ c. chopped walnuts

Blend together sugar, pumpkin, oil, water and eggs; beat until smooth. Add flour, cinnamon, nutmeg, baking soda and salt; stir in chocolate chips and walnuts. Divide equally among 3 greased and floured 9x5 loaf pans. Bake at 350 degrees for one hour or until a knife inserted in the center comes out clean. Cool on wire racks before removing from pans. Makes 3 loaves. 


Yummy Banana Bread

1 c. sugar

½ c. margarine

2 eggs

1-1/4 c. bananas, mashed

1-1/4 c. all-purpose flour

½ t. salt

1 t. baking soda

Cream sugar and margarine together; add eggs and bananas, mixing well. Stir in flour, salt and baking soda; blend thoroughly. Pour into a greased and floured 9x5 loaf pan; bake at 350 degrees for one hour to one hour and 15 minutes until done. Cool in pan for 15 minutes; remove to a wire rack and cool completely. Serves 8. 










Happy Baking & Merry Christmas!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Gingerbread Houses





A Visit to the Vet

Tailor got really sick this weekend and was actually vomiting blood...not to be too graphic, but it even smelled like blood. GROSS!! I was obviously extremely worried, so I got her in to the vet as quickly as I could. For those of you that know Tailor, you know she has so much anxiety anyway, and taking her to the vet causes the anxiety to go into overdrive. 

The poor girl shakes uncontrollably and it's almost as stressful to me to have to take her in. We do this at least once a year for her shots and check up, but I usually try to avoid it for anything other the the most urgent situations. I'm sure that she would prefer to avoid it, too. She's never aggressive, just pathetically nervous and frightened. The saddest part about it is that she's always so excited to come with me in the car, and hop out to see where we are...but once she discovers where we are, (and she is fully aware once we actually get there) she starts to freak out...it's so sad!

She had a series of tests, and I was very worried about the prognosis, since Tailor has been my constant companion since June of 2001. I got the test results today, and so far it's looking like it may be as simple as a sensitive stomach, so I'm making adjustments to her diet, and she'll be loving those changes. The vet actually told me to feed her exactly what I eat for dinner, including protein, like chicken, beef or liver, (I don't eat liver, but she'll be getting it once in awhile) and carbohydrates like pasta or rice. She also gets a serving of vegetables. It's pretty funny, because I've always been told you shouldn't give dogs people food...but it's doctor's orders, so Tailors gonna be living high-on-the-hog for the foreseeable future. I'm sure she'll be very happy!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Lights at Temple Square

This weekend I went with a few friends to see the lights at Temple Square. It's one of the things on my holiday to-do list, and even though I wasn't really feeling up to it, after a few gentle nudges by my friends, I decided I wanted to go, just for a bit. 

Probably not a surprise, we only spent about 15 minutes walking around since it was freezing cold and snowing, but it really was worth it. Despite the low temperatures, the snow made it magical and regardless of how many times I've been there, I think I'll always love going. We spent probably four times as long searching for a parking spot as we did actually looking at the lights, but in the end it all worked out.

I have felt so blessed lately to be able to spend time with so many good friends from so many phases of my life. This past weekend, my friend Kristen came and stayed with me, and she and Tomoko and I were able to get facials at the SkinScience Student Clinic, which was great. It was so relaxing, which exactly what we all needed. After the facials, we hooked up with our friend Danita, a roomie of both mine & Tomo from BYU days. We had dinner at the Red Iguana, (I HIGHLY recommend it) and then went to look at the lights. After the lights, Danita & Tomoko kept going, taking in a holiday play. I was past my burn out point, so Kristen was nice enough to come home with me and call it a night...It was a really fun day!


Saturday, December 13, 2008

Friday, December 12, 2008

Saturday, December 6, 2008

The Company Christmas Party

Tomo and I went to my company Christmas party on Thursday night, and it was a lot of fun!